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so i havent updated this thing in forever. Welll anyways, rochester kids are back in school and we only have like 5 days or somethin of summer left. It went by sooo fast its was crazy but we definetly had some good times. Soooo today i had a long day and im prettty exhausted, so i woke up today at like 8 and i had to be up at the barn at 9 to be on for a dressage lesson at 9 30 with Melee. Did that, and then i did my tack and stuff cleaned up at the barn a lil and then i got back in the house around like 12 ish? Then i was assigned to make lunch for the family... SOOO yeaa i made lunch which was really good sooo yea and then me and nataly had a 3 o clock apointment at the dentist. Did that, and then i got home around like 4 ish and i had to go straight back up to the barn for a 5 30 lesson that i was teaching clare and emily.. yesss money. Then me and nataly and haley were jump crew and had to move all the jumps in the field. Did that, and then we finally got our horses ready for our jumping lesson at 7 30 and i was riding Madison. And if you would like to know. Both of my rides today went realllly good adn im really happy and realllly sore. Soooo now im in the house talkin to you... let me tell ya its been a long day. So now im prettty bored and kinda tired so im gonna go take a shower and whatnot... Call the cell or leave me somethin here! Talk to ya later!
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k so i was this bored... haha have fun
yessss i looove brad pitt :) hahaha
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| CLASSES- 1st Term |
[10 Aug 2005|12:14am] |
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Hey dudes here are my classes for first term! tell me if you have ne with me!
Algebra 3- crowther
American Government- Schramek
Expos Writing- Hosler
Into Economics- Downey
lAter
Comment if you got any! much <3
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EDEN PARK IN 3 DAYS!!!! SOOO EXCITED!!!!!
lol weekend was sweet but i dont wanna update this thing for a long time soo i'll get back with ya later! byee
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[27 Jul 2005|02:51pm] |
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Today i got my hair cut and re highlighted!!! YESSSSS
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reallly bad day... i just want to leave
i also hate people who say shit and dont do it.. all they do is fuck with you
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| 1 tequila, 2 tequila, 3 tequila, FLOOR! |
[25 Jul 2005|12:57pm] |
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Lol... i just thought that was pretty cool and im bored at the moment. So anyways, umm... it is Monday and stef has finally returned from her venture in wisconsin. its about fucking time! lol so anyways um last night i stayed the night at BrIttanys house and Sam came over and we all just hung out... uhh it was sooooo much fun but i really cant say much else! haha right ladies? it was a lotta fun, thats all you need to know! uhhh so today is Monday, and im pretty sure im riding today and i dont work! soooo excited about that one! i've been pretty burned out with camp and the waterloo show. uhh yea i dont really have anything else to say... give me a call if u wanna hang out or just leave me a comment! BTW- my car is freakin Awesome!! i know how to drive a stick and its like the hottest car ever!!!! i'll get some pics soon if u want them or you can jjust see it for yourself in real life! yep thats about it! Talk to you all later! BYEE
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Theres so many things going through my head right now its not even funny... theres so much that i want to tell someone who will listen or someone who cares. Its been a really rough time for me the last two weeks and i thought i could deal with it and tell people that its okay to just not have to mention it but thats no use because the problems dont just erase themselves... they get worse being locked up inside you. A lot of stuff and bullshit has happened and i wish that i could just act as if it never even happened or i never even Met the kid before but you cant take back time. I guess everything went downhill from there... at the Waterloo show i think it was probably my worst show yet. It was my second show with Melee and on the first day, and the first class that i was going to ride in... we started getting thunderstorm and rain warnings and of course with my luck the minute that i go get into the arena to take my lap around and then begin my test, a Huge crack of thunder and lightning came from right above me and my horse! She freaked out and just took off in a dead gallop and the first thing that went through my mind was that i was going to die... but she stopped kinda at the end of the arena and everyone was freaking out and yelling SIT BACK and HANG ON COZY and whatever else but i couldnt really hear any of that cuz all i wanted to do was stop the dam horse... So she stopped and she slammed her head down to the ground and i thought that i was going to fly over the top of her head but i didnt. I jumped off as soon as i could and the minute that i did i started crying and like my heart felt like it stopped beating. i couldnt breathe hardly and i also have asthma so that didnt help. I ran into the tack stall with everyone trying to help either me or my horse. A lot of the barn girls were tryin to get my horse untacked and into the stall so it wouldnt get wet and ruined and then some other girls were trying to help me breathe. It was bad.. it was like taht for almost 2 hours when the last thing that i really remember is Judith pouring water on me and helping me breathe slower and then falling asleep on my mom. I felt like the biggest retard and most of all i let my mom down and after that i scratched out of that class and 2 the next day. I still got on her and had her all warmed up and ready to go into the arena but right as i would the thunder would pick up and i would get massive flashbacks and have to be done. On sunday of the show, i actually got to ride in my classes and everyone was pretty happy that i even got on my horse after what had happened. I rode two pretty good tests and on the first one which was first 4 i would have gotten second but i screwed up and had errors so it marked me down like 6 points.... i didnt know where L was and i posted my lengthen instead of sitting it... biiig trouble, i coulda done so well in that class and the look on my moms face was priceless... i dont think i have ever seen her so happy. My last ride of the show was not as great as my first but it wasnt bad.... all i really remember was taht the judge was very low scoring. So yea that was the show. And on top of taht tired weekend, i came back home with 5 hours of sleep everynight and then a nice Loooong week of camp.... blah... i dont think i have ever been so tired then i am now in my whole life. I pretty much already told my mom that on saterday when everything is over.. im sleeping ALLL day. welll thats really the only thing i wanta talk about in here... everything else is trying to get erased.... all i have to say is, Fuck you but thanks for making me stronger the next time a dick like you comes along.... pretty sure EVERYONE knows who this is to.
Well im gona go get ready and head off to brennas house... maybe she can cheer me up. However i do owe a big thanks so a lot of people helpin me with stuff thats happening right now.. Probly the most important is my big sister amanda... i probly havent told you this but thanks for everything and i love you so much i dont know what i would do without you. Alyse and brenna... you guys are like my very best friends... without you guys i dont know what i would do, you guys teach me different things but in the end makes me one hell of a better person i love you guys soo much!!! umm theres a lot of people im forgetting but i really gotta go soo... talk to you all later
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okay so i just made a huge long post thing and the fucking computer decided to delete it all so the lazy ass that i am.. im definetly not writing it again soo haha fuck all you!!! lol jk but all i really have to say is good job everyone at the show and umm im tired and umm camp is this week which is a bitch and alyse what you said in your xanga thing is soo true and i couldnt have said it better myself!!!! WAy to gooo!!! lol love ya babe you know im your friend! but umm yes im not getting in the middle so please dont leave gay little comments.. if you really must say something then talk to me online or phone or better yet.. IN PERSON! L8terr
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SOoo umm today is sunday.. and it was a pretty good weekend. I did a lot of things so lets seee here. ON Friday, i rode and stef left later that night for wisconsin which i think is stupid cuz i mean shes gone for like 2 weeks so it sucks, i definetly lost my master in crime lol jk good kids here. um saterday i had brenna stay the night and we went swimming like a lot and uhh yea we watched secret window and i fell asleep like always. umm then sunday i woke up and had jessicas party at 2 and it was a blast! i had sooo much fun and it was really nice to see everyone!!!!! OH it was also ERYN TAYLOR JANES FREAKIN 13 BIRTHDAY!!!! and she brought a huge cake and it was very good especially cuz i dont like cake? lol uhh and we also got a sweet video of PANTSING lauren!!! hahaha it was sooooo funnnny. yup and then morgan and brenna came home with me and nat and again.. we went swimming and played volleyball! it was such a fun day! And now im sitting here updating this! soo yep tahts about it... uhh waterloo is in like 4 days so im realllly nervous and yup thats about it! comment if you want or whatever! LAter
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Hey hey everybody! lol umm today has been pretty lame, i was supposed to do somethin but uhh who the fuck knows what happened. neways soo yea dont really have much to say. last night i stayed the night at Jackios with Alyse, morgan, Eryn, and nataly. it was pretty good times and we watched hide and seek and it was freakin scarry!! lol me and alyse were like holding on to each other for dear life haha cept it was comforting cuz i was like smushed in between morgan and alyse... haha so whenever i didnt wanna look at the tv i would like hide and cover myself with a blanket! i normally like scary movies and with boys its much betterr.! but anyways umm yep nothin else to say so leave a comment or somethin if you want! L8ter ya'll :-P
** I Love You **
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| Summer days. |
[30 Jun 2005|11:49pm] |
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Well summer has been alright so far... just basicaly workin, riding, relaxin and hangin out with friends, also made some new ones ;-) its pretty cool and life is goin pretty good. Hmm... my dad wants me to get outta here for like a month and go somewhere... i might go to hawaii and see my cousins Andrea and Micheal. That would be soo sweet just to leave and escpecially go to Hawaii even tho i've already been there. lol hmm or im thinkin texas or maybe england and see my uncle.. theres sooo many options to chose from!! but i dont even know if im goin to go so no worries. Hmm well the waterloo show is commin up, if any one wants to come and watch i'll tell ya where its at!!! So Anyways, i rode Melee today and she was sooo good suprisingly.. basicaly im not takin any more of her crap. she is an amazing horse and its time she started Acting and Looking like it, shes gotta be so bored in first level. lol well i think thats it. i dont really have much to say! soo leave a comment or something if you want and dont forget to call so we can all hang out!!! yessss love you all
Cant wait until 2 more days :-D
"I fall all to pieces, at the thought of losing you. I hate the way I love you, but I do..."
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| Chelsea Dressage Days! |
[27 Jun 2005|03:26pm] |
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Okay.. so over the weekend we had our first show!!! a little late in the season but whatever we're goin until like october this year so its pretty sweet!!!! Well the show went realllly good!!!!! ME and Melee got Reserved Champion with a first place, second place, and two third places in first level!!!! Amanda and Kerel got Grand Champion with ALL FIRST PLACESS showing Second Level!!!! And Nataly ALSO got Grand Champion with three first places and one third place in Training Level!!!!! Sarah Hopfe got a third, fifth, and sixth place!!! and uhh who cares bout the other one she doesnt have a livejournal and shes like 42438 years old.. not really but yeaa... so that was the show. it was good times and we all had a lotta fun... my first show on melee and i think we did alright!!! yayy
Neways... nothin else is really new.. comment if you would like to hang out sometime!!!! or jus call my celll
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Welll it is wednesday and my day went pretty good. Last night Stef stayed the night and uhh it was pretty cool and fun. I like hangin out with her cept i talk like 472839578239 times more than she does. Oh by the way.. stef moved from rochester and is now living like 1 minute away from me down my street... its pretty cool cuz i havent had a person live that close by me that isnt like 7 years old. Hmm so ya definetly didnt get to sleep that night til like 6 30 ish... and i woke up at like 10 or so.. im soo fucking tired today its crazy i was like falling asleep teaching my lesson. Neways moving on.. so we wake up and uhh yea just hung out some more and watched movies and went outside and stuff like that. it was cool and then at 5 i had to work so stef went home. So neways i rode Melee at 6 30 and she was amazingly good today... i love her and im soo excited for shows this summer!! So yea to some opposite news.. theres been a lot on my mind lately and im talking with brenna about it right now party and then theres more.. i just dont know what to do about it. I wish i could be something that im not... i guess thats all i can say for just about everythign im thinkin about right now but its realllly makin me sad these days. I need someone to talk to that can help me but honestly i dont think i have anyone.. umm enough depressing talk i got this outta alyse's profile cuz i like it and its true. Talk to you later..
This is for the girls who laugh loud and often, who care more than they should for guys who dont deserve their attention. This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that its not that they dont want you, its that they dont want anyone. This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.
Why cant i look past it?.... (Brenna knows what im talkin about)
Well.. im out like a fat kid in dodgeball.... Literally : (
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SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER!!!!!!
Helll yess
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haha nice quiz eh
...ya i thought so!! LOL
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The sister moves out today livin in her new apartment... depending on which she doesnt hate me, then maybe i can come over there a lot this summer and have some people over. but w.e... neways, schools goin pretty good i guess only like 15 more days til summer.. thank god but the last few weeks suck cuz there givin out like the most homework everr and gay projects tryin to fit a bunch of shit in. Neways on to something more important because i havent updated in a while... im realllly reallly lonely, im so lost in space right now and i need someone to talk to and someone to be there and i dont think i have someone right now. i wanta boyfriend... hmmm well im out.. ttyl
I got my yearbook so neone who wants to sign it jus comment and let me know
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| PDD Wednesday.... last day with seniors |
[25 May 2005|04:14pm] |
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Today was kinda sad... i mean i was happy and i had a good day but everywhere you looked there was seniors crying!!! and in my 2nd and 3rd hour its like all seniors cept a few juniors and what not. I got a bunch of senior pics from people and they all look sooo good!!! Its gonna be kinda nice without the seniors but kinda sad to cuz im friends with so many of em.. aww im gonna miss them!!
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Good Luck Class of 2005!!!!! You will be missed!!!!!
.....i hope you had the time of your life
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| SOO HAPPY!!!!! |
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TODAY WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY!!!!!! BEST NEWS EVER AND I BET EVERYONE CAN GUESS WHAT IT IT IS!!! LOL... if you cant then to bad
neways... ummm ya im goin to bed!!! comment if you love me ;-)
I <3 ????????? (its a mystery!)
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