Summer 05

UPDaTing

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 01:26:01 GMT

so i havent updated this thing in forever. Welll anyways, rochester kids are back in school and we only have like 5 days or somethin of summer left. It went by sooo fast its was crazy but we definetly had some good times. Soooo today i had a long day and im prettty exhausted, so i woke up today at like 8 and i had to be up at the barn at 9 to be on for a dressage lesson at 9 30 with Melee. Did that, and then i did my tack and stuff cleaned up at the barn a lil and then i got back in the house around like 12 ish? Then i was assigned to make lunch for the family... SOOO yeaa i made lunch which was really good sooo yea and then me and nataly had a 3 o clock apointment at the dentist. Did that, and then i got home around like 4 ish and i had to go straight back up to the barn for a 5 30 lesson that i was teaching clare and emily.. yesss money. Then me and nataly and haley were jump crew and had to move all the jumps in the field. Did that, and then we finally got our horses ready for our jumping lesson at 7 30 and i was riding Madison. And if you would like to know. Both of my rides today went realllly good adn im really happy and realllly sore. Soooo now im in the house talkin to you... let me tell ya its been a long day. So now im prettty bored and kinda tired so im gonna go take a shower and whatnot... Call the cell or leave me somethin here! Talk to ya later!

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:23:12 GMT

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
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This many times:	194

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k so i was this bored... haha have fun

yessss i looove brad pitt :) hahaha

CLASSES- 1st Term

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 03:48:11 GMT

Hey dudes here are my classes for first term! tell me if you have ne with me!

Algebra 3- crowther
American Government- Schramek
Expos Writing- Hosler
Into Economics- Downey

lAter
Comment if you got any! much <3

update

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:25:47 GMT

EDEN PARK IN 3 DAYS!!!! SOOO EXCITED!!!!!

lol weekend was sweet but i dont wanna update this thing for a long time soo i'll get back with ya later! byee

HAIRCUT

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 18:23:04 GMT

Today i got my hair cut and re highlighted!!! YESSSSS

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:05:27 GMT

reallly bad day... i just want to leave

i also hate people who say shit and dont do it.. all they do is fuck with you

1 tequila, 2 tequila, 3 tequila, FLOOR!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 16:40:24 GMT

Lol... i just thought that was pretty cool and im bored at the moment. So anyways, umm... it is Monday and stef has finally returned from her venture in wisconsin. its about fucking time! lol so anyways um last night i stayed the night at BrIttanys house and Sam came over and we all just hung out... uhh it was sooooo much fun but i really cant say much else! haha right ladies? it was a lotta fun, thats all you need to know! uhhh so today is Monday, and im pretty sure im riding today and i dont work! soooo excited about that one! i've been pretty burned out with camp and the waterloo show. uhh yea i dont really have anything else to say... give me a call if u wanna hang out or just leave me a comment! BTW- my car is freakin Awesome!! i know how to drive a stick and its like the hottest car ever!!!! i'll get some pics soon if u want them or you can jjust see it for yourself in real life! yep thats about it! Talk to you all later! BYEE

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 23:56:54 GMT

Theres so many things going through my head right now its not even funny... theres so much that i want to tell someone who will listen or someone who cares. Its been a really rough time for me the last two weeks and i thought i could deal with it and tell people that its okay to just not have to mention it but thats no use because the problems dont just erase themselves... they get worse being locked up inside you. A lot of stuff and bullshit has happened and i wish that i could just act as if it never even happened or i never even Met the kid before but you cant take back time. I guess everything went downhill from there... at the Waterloo show i think it was probably my worst show yet. It was my second show with Melee and on the first day, and the first class that i was going to ride in... we started getting thunderstorm and rain warnings and of course with my luck the minute that i go get into the arena to take my lap around and then begin my test, a Huge crack of thunder and lightning came from right above me and my horse! She freaked out and just took off in a dead gallop and the first thing that went through my mind was that i was going to die... but she stopped kinda at the end of the arena and everyone was freaking out and yelling SIT BACK and HANG ON COZY and whatever else but i couldnt really hear any of that cuz all i wanted to do was stop the dam horse... So she stopped and she slammed her head down to the ground and i thought that i was going to fly over the top of her head but i didnt. I jumped off as soon as i could and the minute that i did i started crying and like my heart felt like it stopped beating. i couldnt breathe hardly and i also have asthma so that didnt help. I ran into the tack stall with everyone trying to help either me or my horse. A lot of the barn girls were tryin to get my horse untacked and into the stall so it wouldnt get wet and ruined and then some other girls were trying to help me breathe. It was bad.. it was like taht for almost 2 hours when the last thing that i really remember is Judith pouring water on me and helping me breathe slower and then falling asleep on my mom. I felt like the biggest retard and most of all i let my mom down and after that i scratched out of that class and 2 the next day. I still got on her and had her all warmed up and ready to go into the arena but right as i would the thunder would pick up and i would get massive flashbacks and have to be done. On sunday of the show, i actually got to ride in my classes and everyone was pretty happy that i even got on my horse after what had happened. I rode two pretty good tests and on the first one which was first 4 i would have gotten second but i screwed up and had errors so it marked me down like 6 points.... i didnt know where L was and i posted my lengthen instead of sitting it... biiig trouble, i coulda done so well in that class and the look on my moms face was priceless... i dont think i have ever seen her so happy. My last ride of the show was not as great as my first but it wasnt bad.... all i really remember was taht the judge was very low scoring. So yea that was the show. And on top of taht tired weekend, i came back home with 5 hours of sleep everynight and then a nice Loooong week of camp.... blah... i dont think i have ever been so tired then i am now in my whole life. I pretty much already told my mom that on saterday when everything is over.. im sleeping ALLL day. welll thats really the only thing i wanta talk about in here... everything else is trying to get erased.... all i have to say is, Fuck you but thanks for making me stronger the next time a dick like you comes along.... pretty sure EVERYONE knows who this is to.

Well im gona go get ready and head off to brennas house... maybe she can cheer me up. However i do owe a big thanks so a lot of people helpin me with stuff thats happening right now.. Probly the most important is my big sister amanda... i probly havent told you this but thanks for everything and i love you so much i dont know what i would do without you. Alyse and brenna... you guys are like my very best friends... without you guys i dont know what i would do, you guys teach me different things but in the end makes me one hell of a better person i love you guys soo much!!! umm theres a lot of people im forgetting but i really gotta go soo... talk to you all later

tired as hell

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 03:03:51 GMT

okay so i just made a huge long post thing and the fucking computer decided to delete it all so the lazy ass that i am.. im definetly not writing it again soo haha fuck all you!!! lol jk but all i really have to say is good job everyone at the show and umm im tired and umm camp is this week which is a bitch and alyse what you said in your xanga thing is soo true and i couldnt have said it better myself!!!! WAy to gooo!!! lol love ya babe you know im your friend! but umm yes im not getting in the middle so please dont leave gay little comments.. if you really must say something then talk to me online or phone or better yet.. IN PERSON! L8terr

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 16:32:53 GMT

I GOT A CARR!!!!!!!!!

Today

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 01:38:58 GMT

SOoo umm today is sunday.. and it was a pretty good weekend. I did a lot of things so lets seee here. ON Friday, i rode and stef left later that night for wisconsin which i think is stupid cuz i mean shes gone for like 2 weeks so it sucks, i definetly lost my master in crime lol jk good kids here. um saterday i had brenna stay the night and we went swimming like a lot and uhh yea we watched secret window and i fell asleep like always. umm then sunday i woke up and had jessicas party at 2 and it was a blast! i had sooo much fun and it was really nice to see everyone!!!!! OH it was also ERYN TAYLOR JANES FREAKIN 13 BIRTHDAY!!!! and she brought a huge cake and it was very good especially cuz i dont like cake? lol uhh and we also got a sweet video of PANTSING lauren!!! hahaha it was sooooo funnnny. yup and then morgan and brenna came home with me and nat and again.. we went swimming and played volleyball! it was such a fun day! And now im sitting here updating this! soo yep tahts about it... uhh waterloo is in like 4 days so im realllly nervous and yup thats about it! comment if you want or whatever! LAter

Updating

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:39:40 GMT

Hey hey everybody! lol umm today has been pretty lame, i was supposed to do somethin but uhh who the fuck knows what happened. neways soo yea dont really have much to say. last night i stayed the night at Jackios with Alyse, morgan, Eryn, and nataly. it was pretty good times and we watched hide and seek and it was freakin scarry!! lol me and alyse were like holding on to each other for dear life haha cept it was comforting cuz i was like smushed in between morgan and alyse... haha so whenever i didnt wanna look at the tv i would like hide and cover myself with a blanket! i normally like scary movies and with boys its much betterr.! but anyways umm yep nothin else to say so leave a comment or somethin if you want! L8ter ya'll :-P

** I Love You **

Summer days.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 03:32:48 GMT

Well summer has been alright so far... just basicaly workin, riding, relaxin and hangin out with friends, also made some new ones ;-) its pretty cool and life is goin pretty good. Hmm... my dad wants me to get outta here for like a month and go somewhere... i might go to hawaii and see my cousins Andrea and Micheal. That would be soo sweet just to leave and escpecially go to Hawaii even tho i've already been there. lol hmm or im thinkin texas or maybe england and see my uncle.. theres sooo many options to chose from!! but i dont even know if im goin to go so no worries. Hmm well the waterloo show is commin up, if any one wants to come and watch i'll tell ya where its at!!! So Anyways, i rode Melee today and she was sooo good suprisingly.. basicaly im not takin any more of her crap. she is an amazing horse and its time she started Acting and Looking like it, shes gotta be so bored in first level. lol well i think thats it. i dont really have much to say! soo leave a comment or something if you want and dont forget to call so we can all hang out!!! yessss love you all

Cant wait until 2 more days :-D

"I fall all to pieces, at the thought of losing you. I hate the way I love you, but I do..."

Chelsea Dressage Days!

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 19:27:13 GMT

Okay.. so over the weekend we had our first show!!! a little late in the season but whatever we're goin until like october this year so its pretty sweet!!!! Well the show went realllly good!!!!! ME and Melee got Reserved Champion with a first place, second place, and two third places in first level!!!! Amanda and Kerel got Grand Champion with ALL FIRST PLACESS showing Second Level!!!! And Nataly ALSO got Grand Champion with three first places and one third place in Training Level!!!!! Sarah Hopfe got a third, fifth, and sixth place!!! and uhh who cares bout the other one she doesnt have a livejournal and shes like 42438 years old.. not really but yeaa... so that was the show. it was good times and we all had a lotta fun... my first show on melee and i think we did alright!!! yayy

Neways... nothin else is really new.. comment if you would like to hang out sometime!!!! or jus call my celll

thinking

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 01:06:42 GMT

Welll it is wednesday and my day went pretty good. Last night Stef stayed the night and uhh it was pretty cool and fun. I like hangin out with her cept i talk like 472839578239 times more than she does. Oh by the way.. stef moved from rochester and is now living like 1 minute away from me down my street... its pretty cool cuz i havent had a person live that close by me that isnt like 7 years old. Hmm so ya definetly didnt get to sleep that night til like 6 30 ish... and i woke up at like 10 or so.. im soo fucking tired today its crazy i was like falling asleep teaching my lesson. Neways moving on.. so we wake up and uhh yea just hung out some more and watched movies and went outside and stuff like that. it was cool and then at 5 i had to work so stef went home. So neways i rode Melee at 6 30 and she was amazingly good today... i love her and im soo excited for shows this summer!! So yea to some opposite news.. theres been a lot on my mind lately and im talking with brenna about it right now party and then theres more.. i just dont know what to do about it. I wish i could be something that im not... i guess thats all i can say for just about everythign im thinkin about right now but its realllly makin me sad these days. I need someone to talk to that can help me but honestly i dont think i have anyone.. umm enough depressing talk i got this outta alyse's profile cuz i like it and its true. Talk to you later..

This is for the girls who laugh loud and often, who care more than they should for guys who dont deserve their attention. This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that its not that they dont want you, its that they dont want anyone. This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

Why cant i look past it?.... (Brenna knows what im talkin about)

Well.. im out like a fat kid in dodgeball.... Literally : (

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:33:23 GMT

SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER!!!!!!

Helll yess

Giit Er' Done

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 21:56:31 GMT

haha nice quiz eh

...ya i thought so!! LOL

COmmenT

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 01:25:42 GMT

The sister moves out today livin in her new apartment... depending on which she doesnt hate me, then maybe i can come over there a lot this summer and have some people over. but w.e... neways, schools goin pretty good i guess only like 15 more days til summer.. thank god but the last few weeks suck cuz there givin out like the most homework everr and gay projects tryin to fit a bunch of shit in. Neways on to something more important because i havent updated in a while... im realllly reallly lonely, im so lost in space right now and i need someone to talk to and someone to be there and i dont think i have someone right now. i wanta boyfriend... hmmm well im out.. ttyl

I got my yearbook so neone who wants to sign it jus comment and let me know

PDD Wednesday.... last day with seniors

Wed, 25 May 2005 19:54:03 GMT

Today was kinda sad... i mean i was happy and i had a good day but everywhere you looked there was seniors crying!!! and in my 2nd and 3rd hour its like all seniors cept a few juniors and what not. I got a bunch of senior pics from people and they all look sooo good!!! Its gonna be kinda nice without the seniors but kinda sad to cuz im friends with so many of em.. aww im gonna miss them!!

:*-(

Good Luck Class of 2005!!!!! You will be missed!!!!!

.....i hope you had the time of your life

SOO HAPPY!!!!!

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:57:32 GMT

TODAY WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY!!!!!! BEST NEWS EVER AND I BET EVERYONE CAN GUESS WHAT IT IT IS!!! LOL... if you cant then to bad

neways... ummm ya im goin to bed!!! comment if you love me ;-)

I <3 ????????? (its a mystery!)

boring life

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:56:53 GMT

Today was alright i guess... a hell of a lot better than yesterday. Long story there so if ya wanna know about it then idk comment or call my cell sometime if ya want. umm... yea nothins reallly knew, the weekend was pretty sweet i got to hang with my girl Morgantori hehe. lol umm n thats about it. this weekend im hangin out with Sam prolly on saterday and i donno what yet on friday so if you wanna do something IF I CAN.. then tell me or something. Well i guess thats it.. comment and cheer me up, its been a pretty shitty week or jus give me a call!!!

I love Alyse and Brenna... thanks soo much

~My milkshake brings all the boys to the yarrd~

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:30:07 GMT

Well... the last few days have been very looong crazy days.. Amanda and Jenn left and i dont really know how they are doing or why they left or where they are... nothing. Its driving me crazy but i guess the only way for them to learn is if they are on their own.. i mean amanda is 20 and Jen is almost 18.. so i dont know... i miss them but they really got some shit goin down. Hmm lets see what else... i kinda maybe sorta like someone but i dont really know right now soo ya.. clueless!!! really everythins goin pretty good i guess.... the weekend was sweeet on saterday lauren came over and it was soooo much fun!!! lol we watched SO i murdered an AXE murderer and it was HiLarIoUS. umm yea a lotta stuff happened that night but thats all secret stuff sooo yep lol. ummm ya we also rented the excorcist and its freakin scary... and ya that was saterday night... ummmmmm yea some people really piss me off... like i dont even know how to explain it and i dont know why i ALWAYS jus like forgive em but it always end up like that... i thought that maybe somethin else would happen but you kno it didnt and it never will soo im over it. i dont even care and its not worth my time... ive wasted like 15 times trying over and over for something that frankly jus isnt gonna happen. soo hellll with itttt!!!! umm well i guess thats it sooo idk someone commented on my last journal entry and i dont know who it was soo... idk if you read this again and wanta talk then IM me!!! CozyBabie007

Talk to ya later!!!!! I'll update again soon!!! its almost summer!!!!! lol not really but w.e were almost there!!

RE-UPDATING

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 01:13:15 GMT

Hey Everybody!!! sorry i havent wrote in this thing for a while but i have been very busy! umm well lets see what you guys missed me writing about... last wednesday i went to Las Vegas for the Equestrian World Cup!!!! sooo amazing and it definetly gave me a lead to my bright future! im sooo excited. We had soo many great times in vegas tho it was insane. Flip flop fights!!! I will be Closing My EYEs!!! lol bren that was soooooo funny i cant get over it. POOL BOY!!!! SOO HOTT haha hey lisa.. HEY BALL BOY!!!! ohhhh shiiit.... lol hes commin over! haha umm wow brenna on the rollercoaster for the first time was absolutely hilarious... im sorry but bren, you were like cryin and you were screamin BIG MISTAKE THIS IS A BIGGG MISTAKE and then once we went down the hill and the ride was over... we went like 4857382947389 million times after that and i couldnt get you away from it! lol great times... lisa your never allowed to go on the ship rides anymore cuz you friggin get sick! lmao!!! oh and our lil tiny freakin car!!!! ya we definetly were a tad on the MEXICAN side with that one cuz we fit like 10 people into a 5 people car... man thats some massive squeezin therr. hey brenna... what time is it? repeat like 50 times... lol til the clock changes and then do it again :-P haha wow well theres sooo much more but i dont feel like typin all of it. OH but we saw a freakin TV STAR!!!! ya the oldest son in Cheaper by the Dozen was there in the suit above us!!! it was sooo cool and hes sooooo hot.. wow i cant get over that we saw him and at a Horse Event!? wow anyways that was L.V!!!!!!!!!

Lets see what else happened.... ummm yea sooo let me just fill you in about my horse and my riding. We are Awesome.... im finally gettin Dressage and i donno you can leave if im good or not to people who have seen me but yea... i cant wait for this show season! wellll i guess thats it... im reallly bored soo im gonna get ready to go!!!! lol finally im jus bein a lazy bum and dont wanna get ready.. haha alrighty later dudes. Oh and im puttin on a musicer for the waterloo show this year!!! its gonna be awesome!!! if u wanta see it then comment and you can come to the show ;-)

//I LOVE AMANDA< NATALY<JENN<MOM<DAD<MELEE<MADISON\\

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:43:54 GMT

Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!

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..Grounded..

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 01:08:37 GMT

Ok so this weekend sucked. I'm grounded for like 3 weeks, not supposed to be online, watch tv, touch ANY computer for that matter except for homework, cant do anything with friends, and i cant even ride. Its like 3 weeks of fucking prison.... i get to read, sleep, do school shit, eat (oviously unless they wanted to starve me which wouldnt be too bad cuz then i might lose some weight), you know the basic crappy boring stuff that you are allowed to do when grounded. Life is soo retarded right now... i dont even know how to explain how badly people can piss me off, ditch me all the fuckin time (but you know im not cool enough for this person cuz i dont do the bad shit that they do to fuck themselves over and what not). I've learned and im done with gettin in trouble... now i jus gotta work on keepin my mouth shut and not talk back or something. I dont know this whole thing is soo confusing... basically all weekend i listened to music cuz thats basically all that i could do. Saterday which was when everything happened and all my dad was goin fishing with my uncle and cousins soo instead of staying home and gettin bitched at i thought i would go. it was pretty cool the boat is nice and there were a lot of waves and i love waves. umm got home and my mom and lil sister were watchin a movie so i jus went upstairs, unpacked and then went to bed.. I woke up sunday at like 10 by my mom and she was sayin that we had a chiropractor appt at like 11 30 soo yea got ready and did that and my back is killing me... i dont know why but i think there is something seriously wrong with me cuz the chiropractor is supposed to make you feel BETTER not worse... oh well. N then we went to target, and this computer workshop thing to pick up my moms laptop that was broken and then we went to taco bell... w.e it wasnt that bad.. i mean it sucks bein grounded but my mom didnt flip out or anything. She doesnt like to ground me she says... she jus wants me to learn and not go down the "wrong path". Well thats about it.. i came home and did homework and watched without a paddle which is a hilarious movie and thats about it. now im here bored as hell not supposed to be on the computer soo i better get off... talk to you in 3 weeks.. i still have my phone so give me a ring sometime cuz i'll have PLENTy of time to answer it.

What kinda sex do you like?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day..	10
Fav. position	69
How you like it	ROUGH BABY
Where do you like doing it	In public places
how good are you?	fucking orgasmic

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